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Still on Tblog
04.16.04 (3:02 am)   [edit]
Yeah I told I was going to leave tblog, but for now I decided I'll stay. I was quite angry when I wrote my last post because I happened to open one of these teen blogs and I had a series of annoying pop-up, I found a lot of exe files on my desktop. As a result I gave up using Internet Explorer, too dangerous, better switch to Mozilla or Firebird (get them at www.mozilla.org). Moreover I hate when blogger add music!! I usuallysurf the net listening to MY favorite music with Winamp, why on earth do you teen blogger think I may like your shitty music?
Ok enough with this stuff for now.
 
Tblog and teens
04.12.04 (10:44 am)   [edit]
This blog on Tblog started out as a test, you know I have another blog in Italian, and it is a [i]real[/i] blog, with a web space with mysql and php where I installed [url=http://wordpress.org]Wordpress[/url] This is -so to speak- a secret one. At first Tblog seemed to me an interesting blogging community, but as a matter of fact it's getting too full of "teenie" blogs. You know those blogs extremely heavy to load full of useless pictures, music, quizillas, ugly templates with ugly colours and written in bad English. Well being Italian I have no right to say that an English Mother Tongue teen writes in a "bad" English, I know I make a lot of mistakes myself. But just have a look at a teenie blog and check the spelling! They write as if they were sending an SMS on a mobile phone! You may say, well just do not visit those teenie blogs! Yeah, it's just that when you want to find an interesting blog and start clicking on recent posts you find mostly the above mentioned "teenie blogs":-) So to find new blogs now I went back to [url=http://blo.gs]Blo.gs[/url]. And probably soon I will get the hell out of Tblog.
 
Happy Easter
04.11.04 (7:19 am)   [edit]
This morning I went out to purchase the newspaper, I went to a bar for breakfast, the usual cappuccino and cornetto filled with chocolade cream; and I met some old friends. A drummer I used to play with many years ago. Then a girl I 've known since she was 12 and we used to play in the same brass band, she always liked me, but I obviously considered her only a little girl, now she is around 23 and so pretty! think I will ask her out. The bar tender was also an old friend, he was a singer in a hip-hop band I played with. I never liked much Hip-hop, but this band needed a sax player to give a sort of "acid jazz" groove to their music so I went, it has been a nice experience. Happy Easter to all.
 
New Look
04.11.04 (6:54 am)   [edit]
I decided to change my look, I had an haircut and now my hair is very short, kind of military, then I shaved my beard. It's funny I look much younger than 38 when shaved, they say I may look from 25 to 30. Not bad after all:-)) Then I am purchsing new clothes mostly black, and a white shirt. I don't know why but this is the way I feel like wearing. Yesterday I went to a jazz club with a friend. jazz clubs are not the best place to pick up girls, all girls are normally with their boyfriends/husbands etc. Girls usually dont like jazz. The only pretty girls were the waitresses but too busy to start a conversation!
 
The rocker attitude
04.09.04 (2:45 pm)   [edit]
I guess this is going to be a Saed Easter, the first one in five years without her. Easter Monday is holiday here in Italy, it is usually a day for pic-nic and stuff. My sister told me if I want to go with her and her friends, sincerely I dont feel like it. Well they are all good guys and girls, but you know, they have not the "rockers" attitide, well it's weird this definition I have of "rocker attitude" I am no longer a rocker myself. I mostly listen to jazz and blues now. But in the 80s I was a punk rocker, and that sort of "anarchical" attitude remained inside me. And that is I guess the "rocker attitude", being somehow rather anarchical, being someone who doesnt care much about career, who cries in front of a Goya's painting or when he listens to Mozart's Requiem. A sensibility for art is what I got and what I consider the rocker attitude. And a hole in my heart.
 
Like a Rolling Stone
04.09.04 (1:25 pm)   [edit]
Today I heard this song at the Radio while going to work. It is curious, I feel like that, a complete unknow... I am a Rolling Stone.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
 
Without a woman
04.09.04 (1:34 am)   [edit]
I deleted all my previuos entries, they were too sad. Now it's a new life. All my previos blogs were about a woman I was so much in love with. That story is over now for some reasons I won't bother tell. Yes, I suffered a lot, but I guess it's enough time to start living again. I feel a little lonely now, I mean, she was all my world I also stopped to see all my old friends, not that they were THAT firends at all. Now I got some contact, people I go out with once in a while. I am thinking in going out on my own, I know it's sad. But you know, if I stay at home alone I get depressed, if I go out I may get the chance to meet someone new, possibly a girl... Not that I make friends that easy, I am generally shy and normally in clubs -rock clubs, I hate discos- I sit down with a beer in my hand and dont move at all, but when I want I gather my courage, I can be nice, and after all I am not that bad:-) Ok folks, welcome to my blues.